I looked at my last entry and I was like wow, I don't want that to be up there anymore~  Hahahahha.  Gym is going well.  I can't wait for Peter to come back home and see what I look like.  I think my face has gotten a lot thinner.  I've gone down 1 dress size and lost 11 lbs.  :)  I am quite pleased with myself.  Dave says that if I keep going on strongly I'll be able to lose 40 lbs by July.  That'd would be so awesome.  Yesterday he said that I amaze him everytime I come in to train.  O___o;  It's weird but then I tend to amaze myself also!  I was doing the punching bags the other day I was hitting it so fast!  It was like LIGHTNING!  Well maybe not that fast but much faster~~  Hahahah~  Also, I was kicking a lot higher.

I think Dave and I are becoming good friends~  We gotta hang out sometime when he's not working 12 hours a day~  XXXXD  I think everyone else would like him too~  :) 

I noticed yesterday that I really need to buy a new pair of training shoes.  These shoes are looking so tore up!  Hahahah~  I guess when mom comes home she can help me out with that.  I really miss her a bunch~  <3  She'll be home Monday night. 

AAAAAAAAGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!

I FUCKING HATE STUPID ASS PEOPLE WHO DON'T LOOK WHEN THEY MERGE ONTO THE FREEWAY!!!  YOU FUCKING FUCKTARDS YOU ARE GOING TO GET INTO A GODDAMN ACCIDENT IF YOU DON'T FUCKING PAY ATTENTION!!!!!!!  AND I WILL BEAT THE FUCKING SHIT OUT OF YOU IF YOU HIT ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  AAAAAAAAAAAAHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

In other words I was driving on the freeway getting ready to merge onto the exit ramp to my house when I saw this ugly light teal car and I just KNEW IT.  I KNEW that she was going to fucking come into my lane and not fucking see me.  And what the fuck am I suppose to do to tell her I'm here!?!?!  My goddamn horn doesn't work so I just scream out loud, "HEY HEY HEY!!!!!  YOU FUCKING BITCH!!!" 

Thankfully my actions were calmer than the thoughts in my head and I slowly went faster and half way drove in the other lane so the two of us were taking up the 1st, 2nd and exit lanes......  She gave me the half stupid look like I was doing something stupid.  Fucking bitch, you could of fucking killed me!!!! 

I refuse to die for your stupid fucking actions you goddamn tard!!!  I have things to accomplish in my life still!!!  AGH!!!!! 

So I had no idea that the guy who plays Cosmo from Fairly Odd Parents was also Spotswoode from Team America.  O___O!  That guy is a really good voice actor.  He plays a ton of different rolls. 

I really have to stop playing the Sims 2.  It's like driving me crazy.  It's so much fun to play and I waste so much of my day playing it.  It's terrible.  There are other games I need to play/finish.  Good games such as Star Ocean 3 and Final Fantasy IV.  And other lesser known titles that I need to finish like La Pucelle and Xenosaga II.....  XP  I really want to finish Xenosaga II but I swear I just hate Shion in this one.  She has some moments where she's alright but other times she sucks.  She's like an annoying meddlesome slut.  I like her outfit and all but not on her.  It doesn't even match her personality....  Neither does the costume in the 3rd game but at least it looks better.  :/  BAH.  Jr.  Makes a better main character than she does.  >:(

I'm really stuck on FFIV music right now which makes me want to draw FFIV stuff but I have to like redesign all the characters.  I have Cecil down but then when I started drawing him it came out weird...  Like his body was way to long and so were his arms and then I just stopped drawing.  I hate that.  When I mess up I get like freaked out or something and I stop drawing.  Stupid BRAIN!!  DIE.  Wait no don't die WORK.  WORK DAMN YOU! 

I think I need to go exercise today.  I'll go to the gym and use the tredmill, bike and/or Crosstrainer.  Man I can't believe how much stronger my legs have gotten since last week.  It's crazy!  Hmmm...  First I should eat.  Damn this diet.  It's like okay but it sucks because I have to eat so damn much.  Blah....  I missed one meal yesterday because we, Dad, Lisa and I, were out shopping for like 3 hours.  I was so starved after that.  O___o;

I don't like Halibit very much.....  I want to eat crab instead.  :(

Your Birthdate: December 1

You are a natural born leader, even if those leadership talents haven't been developed yet. You have the power and self confidence to succeed in life, and your power grows daily. Besides power, you also have a great deal of creativity that enables you to innovate instead of fail. You are a visionary, seeing the big picture instead of all of the trivial little details. Your strength: Your supreme genius Your weakness: Your inappropriate sensitivity Your power color: Gold Your power symbol: Star Your power month: January

Heh heh heh~~ I'm so freaking cool~ XD I love this thing~!

Roy's:

Your Birthdate: September 16

You're incredibly introverted and introspective. You live inside your head. You spend a lot of alone time meditating and thinking. People see you as withdrawn, and at times they are right. You are caring and deep, but it may be difficult for you to show this side of yourself. Your strength: Your original approach to thinking Your weakness: You tend to shy away from others Your power color: Pale blue Your power symbol: Wavy line Your power month: July

Omg!!  Bastard computerized telemarketers!!!  O___O!!!  I hung up on one about a credit card thingie and then not more than 30 seconds later the same one called but it was a man's voice!!!!  Bastards...  I waited to hear the end to see if there was a do not call request and yay!  There was~  :D 

Anyway that isn't why I wanted to write a journal but uh~  Yeah I finally colored most of that Isaac picture I was talking about.  It's coming out very different from what I usually do........  I studied a bit of Rui Araizumi's work (Slayers) to get an idea of how to color Isaac hair.  My way wasn't working.  Well I don't think I studied hard enough because his hair came out like Mega man's armor~  ;____;  It's weird but it still looks kinda neat.  :/ 

At least I'm getting it done~